How Steroids Produce Rage in Users

I pride myself on never losing my cool I've never screamed at anyone I've never gotten physical with anyone but the ideas in my head that tell me to do things tell me to do unspeakable things like what they're unspeakable I'd have to speak them you really want to know Mum I'm also [ __ ] weird so just remember that no we bit most people uhprobably don't have this severity but I'll read a comment on social media directed at me I guess about me um and it's from like you know nameless faceless profile and I begin to fantasize about what it would be like and how much Sublime pleasure I would receive in uh hurting that person at a deep physical and emotional level uh badly hurting them in such a way that they're never going to walk right again and they're always going to remember me and how they dared to cross me

do you know what honor culture is no like the idea that like in the hood you step on someone's like a gang member's Nikes and he just blasts you away and goes to jail for 20 years over what steroids the honor culture comes from maleness it comes from testosterone and other brain structures of course but the more testosterone and steroids are all testosterone like molecules if you have 10 times the testosterone like action affecting your brain your proclivity to falling into honor culture like behavioral patterns and thought patterns increases to an enormous extent so you tend to take things that are not meant in any poor way as a fronts if they're actually meant as a fronts you tend to catastrophize them in your head and like this is the thing like I'll be brushing my teeth in the morning in the shower and like thinking about people in my life that have wronged to me no I've never been wrong in any real serious way and I'll just be like those mother uncontrollable fantasies of rage and aggression and righteous anger and revenge I hate that like as a philosophical minded person I just want to hug everyone in the world right now.

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 Bodybuilder Michael Israetel Explains The Roid Rage That Made Him Quit STEROIDS!
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